Sunday, January 11, 2009
Windless days
wads so happening recently
why is everyone fallin out of love?
be myself, dear dexter, wen, wl ...
goash
MANY many and it's really alot unwanted events
really happened
wads tat thing tat u call love?
Relationship, oH fuck it
it's like another burden yea?
it make a BIGBIG hole in my pocket,
make me so miserable,
breaks through my soul
always put me in this fuck up situation
spoil the time i have with my dear friends
Whom are always there for me , whn i actually needed u
thanks fellow comrades for always being there, helping one another
in their most miserable moment.
Thank you(relationship) for setting this whole play,
ok craps i dun even noe wad i'm blogging abt..
blah blah blah
i noe i can do it w/o you(relationship)
like wad tat witch told me,
i finally realize it's really true,
r/s = burden
why not make myself available to wadever
i want,
i noe i sound selfish,but again
whose not?
we are animals by nature, soaring for self pleasure
why make ourselves pain all over again and again
so this year resolution:
never to get hurt again
never to make myself cheap ever
build up the bonds with the friends who are really true
make ample time for my family
stay healthy
maybe quit smoking( yea sae only)
score high for wadever i'm doing
turn gay with yvain(just kidding)
i still love triangles(if u noe wad i mean)
not forgetting getting more and more labels with wen
think of ways to earn more money
forget her totally.
i dunno why but i just feel like quitting school
and start learning and help my dad
cuz tats the real way which i can earn money
and do wad i want
i'm so fallin out of love.
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