Garr!! 'sei bei sian la..
network tio cut off.. haiz..
tapping my cousin net now..
slow like shit..
hmm.. past few days no time to post
nth much to post too
goash..
i'm using this korean product..
it's my keyboard..
lmao.. mum confiscated mine
and now i'm using this spare de..
haiz..
hmm billy bdae coming... gonna go sakura this week=x
means gonna spend another sum of large money..
Recently money is quite an sensitive issue..
everyone is tight on it now.
hope everyone are doing fine..
i so hate poor days..


-how are you

i <3 you so-

haiz.. these few days really very hectic, theres so many case of bullying in skool..
why?
haiz.. nth to sae..
here a little short story.
in christ church,
theres a guy name cleon.
dough not a very bright of handsome guy,
a little naughty and mischievous,
thats just him.
things are not goin so well on him..
notice the amount of bully cases,
he felt sad for themm..
as he himself is also a bullied.
in class, he is often rejected by his classmates.
why must they be so cruel,
he just wants everyone to be happy and enjoy.
haiz.. wads with the BORING thiny.. zzZ
hope someone do the magic and fix tings up,
if not this there will never be learning in this place anymore.


Are you ppl happy wit wad u have done ?

i <3 you so-

When for service today at LOC.

got this SEX workshop,
it's not really abt sex.
instead, it's abt what a girl wants
meaningful and fun.
GIrls - 1.listening ears
2.honestly
3.trustworthy
4.i forgot
5.i still forget

boys - 1. Money(i shout it out) =D
2. talkative mouth
3. Excitement
4. Looks
5. i forgot =D

wow.. the talk like so long.. listening to wad girls really want.. lmao..
dough i forgot most of it.
i really paid attention =D

then went KK hospital to eat.. went back for service and was late..
hmm service was really bored.
DUn understand a thing or 2
but it was 1 of the fastest service i ever had.
finish around 5 plus,
then we bus down to meet adam, joash, ben
went to yj bbq..
saw her sister.. omg she gonna be a mum.. gratz =D
haha then the guys played wit water,
sadly i didt bring my clothes.
i eat till i think i'm twice my weight i guess.
lmao=D
then yj aunts send us home.
and here i am blogging =D
k gonna go skool tml byEe

=D





-Wad you really want i will try my best to give.

i <3 you so-

DL!

Canning so shiok lmao..

If there no excitement in life, life would be boring

hmm tml will go church and then events and more events =D


finish skool. someone told me to go back skool to wait okay..
i did, waited and waited..
in the end
waited for nth =[






-your emotional jump freaks me out

i <3 you so-

Most people have a horribly limited idea of what emo is, simply because the most important records in the development of emo were largely released on vinyl, in small numbers, and with limited distribution. These were however very influential, so nowadays you have the situation that a lot of kids listen to third- and fourth-generation emo styles without even knowing it. I hope to expose such people to a wealth of great preceding music that's getting easier to find all the time...

I'm going to split up the mass of "emo" bands into a few distinct genres. Like any categorization effort, there will be exceptions, crossovers, and tangential relations. That's fine. The intent is only to lay out some general trends, general notes on sounds, musical and lyrical themes, and how to listen for them.

Some notes on nomenclature. There isn't a real consensus on what "emo" and "emocore" are, or if they are even different. It's pretty clear these days what you're talking about with terms like "punk," "postpunk," "no-wave," "hardcore punk," "old-school/new-school," etc (although the difference between "hardcore punk" and "hardcore" is lost on a lot of people - "hardcore punk" is punk rock made heavier, faster, louder; "hardcore" is what happened after the hardcore punks realized they didn't have to sound like punk rock anymore - still heavy, fast, loud, but with a different foundation.) I hope to draw clear distinctions between my categories, assign them names, and use them consistently. That's all that language is.

-The "emocore" style has become broader over the years. In the beginning, these bands consisted mostly of people who played in hardcore punk bands, got burned out its limited forms, and moved to a guitar-oriented, midtempo rock-based sound with emotional punk vocals (i.e., no posed soulful crooning like pop music). The central aspect here is the guitars - distorted, strummed mostly in duo unison, with occasional catchy riff highlights. This becomes known as the classic "D.C. sound," along with the octave chords that show up in later "emo" music. Later bands bring in more pop elements, like catchy-riff based songs, pop song structures (listen to Jawbreaker's "Chesterfield King" to illustrate this), and less-punk, more-smoothly-sung high-register singing (less yelling, straining, throatiness). Listen to Elliot or Chamberlain for an example of how alternative-pop this music has become. Yet those bands are undeniably still emocore. Also note most emocore bands play Gibson Les Paul guitars, with a few SGs, and use mostly Marshall JCM-800 amps.



Do you understand now?

i <3 you so-

I'm a sexist =x

i got my new hair cut,
class is boring today, but smt nice abt English i dunnno wy..
vampire gave us some alot of word to rite.. and i pronounce it all wrgly.
finish the spellings and next was oral..
i sat beside Anansa, she was chosen to start the oral.
she used her very slang pino to read the passage,
gave me an idea
i volunteered to be the 2nd reader.
i read wit ECho how funny could tat be in class.. everyone rofl..
vampire sae she wont release us till i finish the passage.. i paused awhile and then cont to use my Voice Retard skills.. lmao.. she then make mi to sit and ask eric to read.. then i dunno wy i shouted out malaysia effect.. lol the whole class shake this time wit laughter..

recess was lonely.. cutting Queee everytime.. i think i'm blacklisted =X

walk back class and then had SS.. i slept i dunno wy.. my head felt so heavy and Boom i start snoring Zzz..

o anyway i chatted wit tat EMO friend of mine and she's really Normal =D
she sae i'm like the most guai guy she ever met... lmao.. am i??


anyway had English oral after skool.. i think i'm super good in that..
i even echo the first 2 words.. HAHAs

bus home wit eve and then wasted $2 on stupid kinderbreuno?


dinner was maggieMEe thx to ___
___ cried lmao.. it's coke +++







-Is it really over

i <3 you so-

So it's my fault again.. type personal message also can have tai ji =.=

after knowing wad u thought, it's really over =/
the childishness u will never change, i'm blinded by the childish you.

girls just wna have fun, boys just toys for girls> rite alvin?

think i shall make a bypass, better then get overs =x

anyway thx vin.



-it's like a stab right behind the neck, swift and sweet

i <3 you so-

Badminton is so funny =]...









-you still rbm that night when we have countless question abt each other life

i <3 you so-

i am late for my piano like 15mins!
grrr
woke up at 11 50
and lesson start 12..
by the time i prepare -.-
12 le... went out wit weird outfit
decided to cab, the cab super long like 15min like tat..
then piano edmund also never go zzZ

finished piano, met waterbear and dex.. for lunch.
in total, morning i spended 10 BUTTS =]

bused home
watch Harry.P wit water bear ( FREE ) =]
not really nice.. bored..

bus to LOC
was feeling weird..
then bus to United Square for dinner
did't eat but spend some money on drinks and blah blah blah
got a new emo friend... felt pity for her.. only 13 yet so emo =)
she's like a mute =] > i feel so bad

then bused to yishun wit eve, the bus was lonGG
we board the first bus, but gt 1 funny smell and very crowded
then alighted and wait for another 1


when reach yishun walk out of the station, i realize i left my wallet in the bus =|
walk back and dun have..
borrowed money frm eve and then bus home again.. so pathetic =(

thats my crazy Saturdays =[






- you're making mi confuse allover again

i <3 you so-

Oh goD.. i never go watch movie tgt.. so sad... hmm very sian, past few days very hectic, hope time will fix things up... k i saw these amazing video, i find it damn cool =]

i <3 you so-

rough day.. skool ended 6 plus.. had some snooker in the hall and then back home wit steff and ester..



serious.. am i irritating in class?
gonna stop my no-sense.


oh yesterday too pissed to post my day.. anyway nth happen much .. just spending money and cash.. went check point play snooker.. loser punch(=]) lost 1 and won 3 .. free game^^

anyway was kinda bored when game end.. then i box abit , kaihong folo up.. i taught him how to use his nose to make noise =].. lol.. beatbox is sure fun=]







-no mood

i <3 you so-

you tore the trust i have wit u..

you used it for some childish games of yours

Fun?

Happy?

Once bitten i have learned





-KNNBCCB

i <3 you so-

Drum stick are so nice in the morning.Think i would get 1 everymorning before skool start. yum yum =]

crap wit joe in class abt the extra 2.8m i got muhaha.. any1 wan messo 50cent each^^ aquilar.
we skipped assembly's today, just beside art class. NIce spot dough hahas.

have Catch BALLS for P.E.. lmao.. have a mini game and we won^^ tactic won the muscle
hahas GG guys.. job well done..

went toilet to see see hair.. then back to class.. suddenly theres a strip show.. leong joe and yj stripping raviin's clothes.. they ask mi to join along.. stupid mi go strip his pants.. got a return gif from him " ouch" he punch my face like fucking pain la.. lol still hurts now.. then kp wit vampire abit and continue joking... i like cant open my mouth to voice out.. Hahas

recess wit alvin. owe mi $2 okay^^

then class poa teacher not in.. played "mouth and finger not the same" - Deon nice move^^have real fun wit classmates

today got the faster day.. fuFNfuFFUNFNFNFNN all the way hahas...Pc lesson was bored dough =[

meet up wit vin.. his a 1 of a kind provoker.. saw this box that he have.. then i rmb it was his bdae.. as i take a closser look i see cookies.. then i start thinking.. then the face he give mi so cheeky.. i noe liao.. zzzZZZzzZzZzZzzzZzzzZZzZZzZZzZZzZzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzZzZZzzz


Provoker!!

we went amk tgt .. got my hair and uniform all dressed goth!! hahas.. suddenly i think goth so nice.. caught alot ppl attention.. hmm should try out goth more.. was on the train vien miss call mi and then start asking weird question- secrets - hahas... irreplaceable..


TRain home admirty bought some fooDs and then home..


shower



dinner


Mugging time..



and now i'm free!! hahas


k gonna go play game abit to destress =]







-words cant describe

i <3 you so-

O yea!! Youth service was fun today!!

hahas.. was playing till like 4 am pls as my day start.. slept till 11.30 and went for piano.. learned superman.. damn nice^^

msg eve and amanda.. was to meet them at 1 plus de..

kuku they made mi wait like 2.45 then they reach... wtF..kuku

wander around thinking of wad to have for lunch.. hmm then went mos full, LJS full, finally sub waYYYy hahas damn ex i think i wasted like 12 dollar.. should have eatten at home..

crap around j8 walk walk.. the lift there the side panel got mirror.. then i go check out ... stupid amanda sae i ai mei then she go see also.. as she reach there.. the life open and the ppl all starring at her.. lmao. serious it's dann funny joke of the day i guess.. hmm then we walk around some more and then decided to go kk hospital visit kam!!


she's blind!!! no la.. just the right.. take care okay! head to LOc for youth service .. 1 of the very best service i ever had .. but still not unless i'm 18 and can make my own choices..


have refreshments and then games time.. totally funny.. hahas i rmb got 1 game was to sae out the number but ur fingers must show otherwise .. i did well but water bear kena.. lol forfeit... he gonna dance and hiphop( just handstand) and i do loop(beatbox) for him.. so fun.. then


another game called then after tat... u have to form a sentence wit 5 words and then the next person nid add on wit another 5 words to form a story.. alot funny things happen.. " i puke again" " i puke more this time" lmao and " i saw a dog" " i saw joash" =]


after game finish we went back to kk hospital .. i didt go up to visit kam.. sophia did.. later we bus down to yishun 100 plus there.. the food power.. we order alot alot alot =] hahs


thus train back admir walk back alone.. called her for a little chat.. crap abit and her phone died.. wad kukuness... hahas reach home, cousin came over , played a game and i keep diying ... coming out to chat everytime... hahas.. okok gona go play maple.. BYe



-Chocolate Freak

i <3 you so-

Skipped skool again today.. not really skip la.. i did go for skool but my eyes really sore.. then i called home and come back on a cab.. was to have maths till 6, wad a relief hmm


meet joe early this morning to have breakfast.. saw eve on the way there.. stupid eve waste my time =]


dun really understand wad mdn shanta was teaching, but i must mug hard liao.. left like 100 days till o's? and tml will be my oral god!! plz bless


k gonna do my stuff liao.. maybe study later =]




ciao




-Sorry never talk to u yesterday =[

i <3 you so-

woke up and dun feel like goin skool.. so stayed at home and do my stuff..


bear jio to go for transformer... cool... nice movie indeed..


went to meet eric for some bb and then slack around.. 515 is really far. wanted to cab home but no money =[

walk alll the way back , pass by 888 and saw the gangs having dinner.. wanted to approach but haiz.. they never jio mi wy i go disturb them.. so paisie then i walk home lor.


so tried gonna sleep early.. tml last game








-where have you been, come on9 faster

i <3 you so-

Win WIn WIn WIn winw inwiniwniwniwnwinwi

first win.. oO

but no semi.. haiz.. lol..


finish the games and then off to bugis for dinner..

left wit vic and eve to herion to get vic's stuff...
they sae it's fast but... girls are still girls..
hahas..


trained back to admirt and meet wl wit eve..

they came to my hse till like 10++

alot of other things happened but too lazy to post muhaaha..


tml last game gonna play for the 20Points award ^^








-we only talk like once per day

i <3 you so-

k i went for mind cafe.. lmao...

alot of things happened.. but i have game coming so.. seeya..



later in the afternoon will be against prs... hope we win ^^

i <3 you so-

How come i feel so left out. haiz, i want leave singapore, right now.. anywhere also can.. i wan see new stuff, visit new place,make new friends, rebuild the inner-self..goash.
Seriously i kinda feel tat i;m tired of being here.. being cleon. Just give mi an air ticket and i can leave asap.. my environment kinda " i dun like " starts to hate wad i usually do... Chatting is like, gonna crack my brain to think of topic.. maybe just leave things to wad it is.. it's better not to touch smt tats strange.
Cant concentrate in class.. no mood to study.. tough i wont sleep in classes anymore.. but i'm like super lazy..somehow the writing is like spoiling my fingers.. it's painful.


Anyway yesterday.. was like usual.. woke early for piano... yawns... another trip to sbw. then back again... msn eden to go play bb.. meet eric around 5 plus then buy some stuff.Played a few game and off to FW rc there to rest... kaihong intro a malay friend who also beatbox .. was fun beatboxing wit him.. his better except he cant do a number of things.. hahas tats the only fun thing yesterday...


so later.. should i go to minds cafe?? And waste my money like water?? hmmm will see again..






-leave mi alone,give mi time & chances..I'll prove things wrg and make u change..

i <3 you so-

Was killed on november 0908
bye



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